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Haven't touched this blog for a few days now. Didn't really have the mood. Let me recall the pass few days...

Nothing much to say really. Staying at home, stuck inside my room, trying to force myself to study. Quarrelling with my parents here and there. Oh, went to watch Taking of Pelhem 123 with serene, hui xian and zhen yuan at JP on Monday. Ben overslept so didn't make it. After that we went kopitiam to eat a bit. Then we parted. The girls went home and zhen yuan and I went to the library to study.

Talked with my dad yesterday. I asked him whether if I could join back rugby. He said we'll discuss about this after the test. Maybe if I can get good enough grades to throw it in his face, there might be hope for me. That's the motivation for me to study now.

Well, at least something happened today to make me feel better. I recovered one of my favourite songs by Green day - Jesus of Suburbia. Was looking at serene's facebook note when this song popped up as one of her answers. This song was at the back of my head. My brother bought the album and I think it was stored inside my com. But I think i reformatted my com later on and the song was lost from then on. Today then I re-downloaded the song and listened to it. Awesome song. I let it repeat for the whole day. It's probably the most epic Green Day song. For those who can't appreciate the lyrics, it's about a poor lonely soul who called himself "Jesus of Suburbia". His life is screwed up and so is the city he's living in. He feels that he's not living his life but just merely existing. In the end, he leaves the forsaken city to start a new life. I especially like the ending (there are five parts in that song) where he runs away to start a new life. It gives you that feeling of sudden courage to do what you want and the feeling of being set free.

Well, that's it for today. Oh, almost forgot. Thanks to all those who tried to cheer me up. I'm sorry if my misery had passed on to you. But I'm all better now. Thanks all. Well, the night is not young anymore. Night.

my second voice
- 12:49 AM