Hmm...today was a quite slacky day. Didn't do any work again. Played dota and tweaked this blog the whole afternoon. Went to JP in the evening to get a few stuffs. Oh, in the evening i received msg from lucas that his grandpa passed away. Sent him my condolences. I've never experience losing any of my relatives. I fear for that day, but it also make me reflect about life. Whatever we do and acheived in life, will lose all of its values when we leave this world. Then why strive for them in the first place? Well, i feel that it's the experience, that sentimental value. When you're lying in your death bed and think back of your journey thus far; the happy and sad times, your accomplishments and failures, and how you've become the person you are now, will make you feel that you've lived your life fruitfully, and this will set you free.
Thumb is a lot better now, no longer puffy and swollen. But it's still blue-black and a bit pain. Don't really think it'll heal fully by tomorrow. And lucas and javier are not going training tomorrow. Training will definitely become a little less fun without them :/ And i'm sorry that i can't go escape with xui jin and pei ling they all. I feel bad rejecting them. I'll make up for it when another opportunity arise. Hope they have fun tomorrow >)
I'm glad i started writing on this blog. Take things off my chest. Words are my voice, they help me say things which i can't speak out. Well, that's all i have to say for now. Night.
8/6/09
my second voice
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