My world as you see it;

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Mom didn't bother me at all today. Maybe it's because I told her to talk to me only when it's really necessary during our arguement yesterday. I really can't believe a mother and a son will reach this kind of stage. It's really heartbreaking for both of us. It's true that we always hurt the ones we love. But this might be for our own good and I hope time will heal us. E-mailed to my dad today. Told him to stop forcing me into his ways. Asked him to take a step back and give me some space. I really don't know whether things will get better or worse from this point on. I can only hope and pray.

Didn't wrote yesterday so there are things to catch up on. First, want to thank the class for their well wishes on the ball. Really appreciate serene for getting the ball although it was really long overdue(I'm not complaining btw so don't get mad if you read this). Have to hand it to her, she's the sai kang warrior of the class. Organised birthdays, outings and this coming bbq also. Really appreciate her for bringing the class together. Best director ever >) ( again don't let this get over your head if you read this). Oh, and also had another psychological attack from "you-know-who" with his "you-know-what" comment. I don't know why that "you-know-who" always make those "you-know-what" comments only to me :s Minimum contact, wait no, should be zero contact. ZERO CONTACT AND MAXIMUM DISTANCE is the best option for me now.

Had PT training today. Usual stuff - 5km and gym. But the attendance was really depressing. Less than 10 were present. I hope everyone will bring their asses down for this Friday or Saturday training so we can do line-out, scrums and team runs. Testimonial match is on the 27th and there is only 5 proper training days left. Have to put up a good fight against the seniors. Wonder how g.o.d's tackle will feel like ^^. Suppose to go for a movie with peter and the guys but was cancelled at last minute because some couldn't make it :/ Went to JP for lunch with sheng da, xian wen and javier. Came back home to sleep then woke up to do organic chemistry tutorial (IL) and study chem equilibrium for the test tomorrow. Really look forward to the ECP bbq/class outing tomorrow. The night will probably still be young for me tomorrow >D. Gotta go sleep now, tomorrow got chem lesson at 9. Night.

11/6/09

my second voice
- 11:29 PM