Really bored to death staying at home. And to make things worse, dad's coming on Thursday. Which means I'll be stuck staying at home battling it out with him. I really don't know what's the outcome going to be. Hai, if only I knew things will turn out like this. I wanted to go to the Macau trip but then I thought there's rugby camp during the June holiday and there's the testimonial match to train for. Well, it's sort funny that my situation has became like this. Not only no rugby camp, had to quit rugby, everyday staying at home rotting. Things don't really go according to what you expect most of the times. I can't believe I'm saying this but I hate holidays. Have to be stuck in this prison. Have I become clingy to my friends? I don't know. There's this empty feeling. Without rugby, I've lost like a part of my life.
Well, it's a good thing that the tests are now postponed. But I hope the teachers won't add in extra topics because of it. My revisions are on schedule, but didn't touch chinese. If I remember correctly there's jian bao, filing and read the storybook to prepare for the test. Haha, see how lor. Actually I haven't updated any of my files yet :/ Never liked updating files. Tomorrow going to Jurong East library to study with esther. Haven't talked to her for quite awhile.
Well, I've decided to play for testimonial. I don't care the consequences. I don't care how my mom's going to complain about it to my dad. I'll be more than happy if I were to break something. At least then I can go off with a proper excuse. It's the swansong match for the J2s and propably might be for me too. Gona play my heart out. Well that's all for now. Night.
(24/6/09)
my second voice
- 12:31 AM