Today's training was less fun. Miss javier and lucas :/ Hope lucas is coping well with his loss. Thumb gave me problems during training today. Couldn't catch even some of the simplest balls and make some knock-on(s) :s Think still need a couple more days for it to heal fully. And i need to be more mentally strong. Had the idea of slacking off nearing the end of training when the sun was burning hot.
Waited for ben the whole afternoon for him to collect his stuff and then thought of studying together later. But he couldn't come at the last minute. In the end, i just lazed around in school till evening. Didn't feel like studying alone and no mood as well. Things that have happend in the past few days made me frustrated and can't seem to brush them off my mind. It even affected me during training. I stoned there twice, thinking about them.
Talked with my dad later in the night. Things seem to be a little bit better. I think i made my point to him. But mom's constant nagging continues. Can't stand it.
Can't wait for wed to watch movie with peter, fern and joseph and maybe somemore other classmates, and also the bbq on thursday at east coast. >D Hope all these outings will lift my mood. Oh, almost forgot, i'm gald yang jun and the girls had fun at escape today. Physics lesson at 9 tomorrow so gotta go sleep now. Night.
9/6/09
my second voice
- 12:02 AM