Went to watch My Sister's Keeper yesterday evening. Jain Lin didn't want to go so end up only Ben Ben, Yee Liang and me went. Really touching and heartbreaking story. Bring tissue along if your planning to watch it. I almost had tears weld up in my eyes. Well, Ben Ben cried. I didn't know what to do or say to her, so I only smiled at her :/ Great show, best one out of the three movies I've watched. I shall not reveal the story cuz then it would spoil the emotional impact. All I can say is that there's a twist in the end. The show made me do a bit of soul searching as well.
Later went to eat. While we ate, we shared a bit of things. I learnt a bit about Yee Liang. Got kena ganged by Ben Ben and Yee Liang. Both suan me and I got confused. I think I'm too much of a straightforward guy, every time they say something with some implied meaning, I don't catch it. Better start leveling up.
Hmm...I think I'll probably only stop thinking about Gui Wu if Gui Wu becomes an evil and mean person. Gui Wu told me there is a Wu Gui. Really wanted to know who's that lucky guy. Then Gui Wu later said there's isn't. But the things Gui Wu said before and after don't coincide. Hmm...shall investigate on that.
Really anxious about the OGL. I really hope I get selected. I planned my whole holidays according to the OGL schedule. I really dread going back for holiday. I dread going back to talk with my dad, the whole 'your future' discussion. I dread having no friends and having nowhere to go. It's all because I don't have anything to do other than study when I go back, that I took up golf. But I want to see my relatives, my cousins, and most of all my grandpa. Each time I go back to see him, he seems to get frailer and frailer. I hope he's still healthy. I don't know how long things will stay this way but I wish that it'll continue as long as it could. Although I might not be close with him, I still respect him and there's always a place for him in my heart. He's very nice to the children. I still remember my childhood when my brother would go visit him, he'll always buy our favourite food and give us money to play arcade. Then before we leave, he'll always give us some pocket money each. Always looked forward to visit his house. Hmm...memories.
Really no motivation to do work. Been slacking for very very long now, feel like a hypocrite. Really looking forward to the earful that my dad is going to give me tomorrow. Feel like going to the beach. Hai...that's it for now.
7/11/09
my second voice
- 4:30 PM